I write all the time not to get lnsane (Charles Bukowski)
You know I’m relativ new with sideeffects but for an elderly man it stroke me hard. With severe depressions, muscle loss, absolut no motivation anymore.
But here I find some new friends in my new reallity
Thousands of lightyears away from my old me.
I know @anon74895881 is one of the active members. @Greek does manything for the community and @LazarusRy is one of the most active connecting Newspapiers, authorities and filmed a Video allready.
That we all have suicidal thoughts with is I think normal to that what we suffer as this dirty dozen (17.000) with sideeffects like chem castrated and lobotomized living in an old mans Body. The Thing bewahre of doing the last conclusion is that it is Not so easy to jump into… or from …that makes really fear.
If they would give us all the opportunity to do what we want without harm like in the US many of us would do so as fast as they can. But so we have to stay here, for the loved ones too, and we feel we are not allone.
You will say, you are new with this symptomes but all became worse, new symptomes muscle wastage added.