A penisache! That gets a little bit worse… Are you sure that its due to finasteride though…? Are there any other fellas reporting that? Have you rolled out all the STD’s like gonorrhoea or any other infections?
Yeah, I had a full std check last month. All clear… Next step is urologist in April.
I dont care how much life sucks now. Not gonna kill myself because im not gonna bring any more pain to my family. Now that ive decided that, I need to be pragmatic. Participate in research, take medication for depression, workout every day, diet, meditate, serve others. Self pity is not helping me. Will wait for more information from studies. Im doing more blood tests now. I had a friend who died from cystic fibrosis. I keep telling myself, if she could be so postiive, so can I. I will either die, or put on a strong face and roll with life. No sense in staying in the middle.
On the other hand… Why is this so fucking dramatic? I took 9 pills of this poison. Im ruined! Beyond hope or help! Im sorry I just got home from the gym. Nothing works correctly. Thinner skin, small veins, thin arms, fat abdomen, weakness. I look at other dudes in the gym. I used to ne just like them with almost a perfect fucking manly androgen filled body. Now im left with this. Sorry but atleast I was maintaing muscle the first year off. Now im losing muscle and getting weaker. Time doesnt seem to be healing me. Seems to be making me WORSE. Why should I hang around for this fucked up fucking bullshit I will NOT live the majority of my life like this. 2 years out of 25 is about enough. Atleast i had 23 good years. I might make it 3 yrs. But after that its taken too much.
I cant just wait around anymore! Goddamnit Id be better off quitting my job, drawing unemployment and working out like a devil. Or keep my job and still work out. So fucking hard to work out when you see what this shit has done to your muscles. I feel like its trying to pail water out of a sinking ship with a 12 oz glass.
Haha yeah its fucking horrible.
My brother and me have been fucked over in so many harsh ways:
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our face is degenerating (i have loads of wrinkles due to severe fat loss and my jaw, cheekbones, chin are starting to dissapear), our hair is lifeless and greyish and was superb before.
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no libido, no spontaneous errections, no morning wood
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I have increased fatique, no excess energy and have difficulty concentrating
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thinner arms, bitch tits and thinner nekc, no adams apple.
Only solutions offered here is good diet and excercise, but to what extend will it work. It wont give us our faces back.
Fucking Horrible. I feel like offing me.
Can you partipicate studies with your brother notna? You seem like youre a rare case. Two brothers with pfs. It can provide us some genetical information.
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