Hello guys,
I want to be sure before i begin explaining my „Theory“, that it is absolutely based on my opinion and i cant support any of my claims with scientific research, as there is practically non on this disease.
Please bear with me, as i know this topic is a bit sensitive for a lot of you guys (Especially the Androgen Receptor and DNA mythelation supporters)…
A lot of PFS and PSSD sufferers are mostly fixating on the „Sexual side of the story“ and forgetting the long list of mental torture that is accompanied with our disease…
Do these symptoms sound familiar? apathy, anhedonia , reduced social drive, loss of motivation, lack of social interest etc…
Im sure they are, at least for the vast majority of sufferes here…Now comparing this list of symptoms to other diseases and extrapolating that the 2 diseases have the same mechanism is a big error in the world of science, but what can one do if we are not even recognized as patients but merely as sad depressed individuals who cant stand losing their hair (BTW my hair is better than before i started balding, same as i was 14, and i still have PFS)
Now back to topic at hand…All these symptoms i mentioned i actually copied and pasted here from an article about negative symptoms in schizophrenia…What made me think about the similarity was actually the fact, that i used Ketamine before 3 weeks, cuz i was in a very very bad shape…I took it nasally, and after 10 min i felt what i can only describe as 10 times worsening of my numbness…It felt like the same thing that was causing my numbness at the first place, was getting augmented…It was like pouring gas on an existing fire…I went back to baseline 2 hours after that experience but this made me thinking (Again this is not valid science or logical thinking, as those requires million of dollars and scientific research)…What if Ketamin had the same mechanism that is causing my numbness…
Behold my new theory on what is causing at least most of our symptoms.
Its NMDA-Hypofunction…
It is thought that NMDA receptor play a very big role in causing the negative symptoms of Schizophrenia and it plays a big role in the connection and communication between neurons…I will not add any scientific research, as you can google it yourselves…Brain fog, the feeling that the penis is not connected (To me as i have complete numbness, i cant feel my skin), might be resulting from a severe hypofunction in our glutamate receptor function. Loss of memory, speech impairment etc… are controlled be those same receptors…and to the better of all of it…NMDA receptor plays a big role in sleep function, and hypofunctioning results in insomnia…NMDA controls the release of LH and FSH in the hypothalamus (Low Testosteron and hypogonadism) and it even has connections with VIt. D, which might explains why all of us have low VIt. D .
Now if you wanna ask me, why the hell im not curing myself then, well its not that easy guys…NMDA receptor cant be easily played with, and most scientists are convinced that antagonism of NMDA receptor might do depression good (Which is just a big pile of bullshit, just becuz ketmain improves depression that doesnt mean that’s antagonism at NMDA receptors long term will improve it…In Fact many studies has proved that Sarcosine a positive modulator at NMDA improved depression better than citalopram), and thats why there are not many compounds that works positively at NMDA…Recently a an indirect NMDA enhancer was be found to improve schizophrenia negative symptoms (So im staying hopeful in that regard)
So to try to prove my theory, as i wrote a couple of weeks ago, i started to take tinaeptine which is know for modulating glutamergic connectivity in the brain, and as some of you might know, i got immediate results with 80% returning of my emotion and skin sensitivity and very good libido and errection quality…Sadly this didnt stay for long and i.went back to baseline after 4 to 5 days. In the end tianeptine is a week modulator of NMDA…So i thought of other ways to enhance its effect…I remembered that Sarcosine act as well on NMDA, and when i tried it 8 months before, i had a very good response in the first week, which didnt really persist, as i ran out of it, and didnt follow up (I was on a try everything hype and literally tried 3 to 4 different things monthly)…I added Sarcosine and D-Serine (Although i wouldnt recommend it this substance for the time being) to my tianeptine regimen, a week ago, and the response is more than schoking to me…My tinnitus got better, my skin sensitivity got better, im getting rock hard nightly errection that i cant sit on the toilet to pee (Exatly like before fin)…Im feeling a lot better and my taste sense has gotten a little better…Im will say im at 30 to 35% pre PFS, coming from literally -100%…I can think a little bit more clearly, and i have no head pressure when trying to read something…Like something is connected or connecting again…
Now im ofcourse scared to to go back to baseline and i will report back on any improvements or setbacks…and i wouldnt have shared this story right now (As i would have rather to wait it at least 3 months), but i really do believe that this theory should get into the light as a possible culprit in our disease, and maybe if someone knows a researcher like meclangi, he might be interested on following or testing this theory on PFS patients…Im not a aware if there is a smart way to test for NMDA hypofunction, as i really dont have time to make proper research on that matter, but im sure there might be a way at least to test through trial and error protocol.
I hope im into something here, and that i might bring better news in 2 to 3 weeks from now…
Thx guys