I can’t do this anymore. I am giving up. It’s been over 2 months and there is no sign of improving. Despite resting and eating healthy, all symptoms are getting worse. I looked through this entire forum and it doesn’t seem like anyone has been hit as hard as me. And when I did find the most severe PFS cases, they never recovered. So it looks like I’m on the same path. There is no hope for my condition.
I like to thank all the people here who have given me words of encouragement and hope to me. But my life is over. It’s completely ruined. Just before this happened to me, I was in the process of turning my life around. I had just gotten accepted into a new school, and I was trying to change my career. But I had to drop out. I cancelled all my plans. I can no longer work. My condition has completely crippled me. Even if I can work, I don’t think I’ll ever go back to a state where I can do heavy thinking. It is impossible now. I’m also severely in debt from previous school loans, and the interest will keep piling up. The longer I’m out of work, the more my life becomes ruined. I can’t believe this is happening to me but I realize I did this to myself. It feels unfair but I’ve accepted that it’s over.