I cannot come to terms with having self-medicated myself into oblivion and now having about twelve seperate debilitating conditions causing my life to be totally useless and miserable.
I know a guy with MS who is housebound but relatively content, thing is he f*&ked loads of chicks in his 20s before he came down with it, I poisoned myself and killed my libido and was too stupid to realise why and now am here with nothing.
I will most likely never get laid again or even have a girl unless I’m willing to wait a minimum of 10-15 years and will be well into middle age.
I also cannot come to terms with how it happened, it was avoidable and unnecessary.
How are you coming to terms with it? Bear in mind I am one of the worst.