Fina, Do you think that maybe there is a difference between the guys that took this shit for years and were okay like you… And the other guys that took it for a few days and got totally fucked over. BP has done a ton of shit to get better. It just didn’t help. Why/How does that make him a looser. Now he would like to have some scientific answers if possible. How is that unreasonable? Where is the compassion for those that should be able to relate to each others fucked up condition? That’s what I don’t understand. The mentality that we can solve this on our own hasn’t produced good results.
And yes PRE crash sex was good and normal… About the second week on the drug I felt really good in every way. Probably the brief T increase. It didn’t last very long. Everything in life POST crash has been muted. I think I am past the worst part of this (I hope). POST crash I went through an obsessive period not a hypersexuality period. More like a what the fuck is happening to me… Let me see if I can get things to work again type of obsession.
The crash I experienced… If people didn’t get better from that state of existence the suicide rate would be 100%. So sure people do get better but I still have tons of issues from a pill I took for a few days. And no for me its not on any cycle at all.