So, this is going to sound pretty incredible when you read it…I definitely wouldn’t believe it if it didn’t happen to me but…
This morning before work I stopped off at a coffee shop because I have a few minutes to kill. I haven’t had any coffee since any of this happened. It used to affect my sleep a lot so I had stopped drinking it before I took fin and then just stayed away from it since. Well, today I decided that I’d try a cup because I’ve been feeling so miserable at work every day and I’ve actually been sleeping much better later ( even better than I used to sleep before taking fin). In the morning I was feeling a lot more clear headed and more energetic but just thought it was a caffeine high since I hadn’t had any in so long. I figured I would crash really hard in the afternoon but I made it the whole day without ever getting exhausted. I also noticed that my hard flaccid was way better and my testicles were hanging much closer to my body than usual.
At this point, I just thought the caffeine was having a positive effect on my mood and my junk was just having a good day. But after work I came home and decided I’d try jerking off to porn, which has been pretty miserable since all of this started. I usually get really bored with it and just want to get it over with. Today though, it felt exactly like it used to! I was super into it and made it last for as long as I could manage.
Honestly, I have no idea what this means or how long it will last but more than anything it lets me know that my sexuality hasn’t been totally erased from my body at least. Whether it was the coffee this morning or something else, I don’t know but I do know I’ve been pretty miserable every day for over three months and today, I really did feel like my old self.
Thought I’d let ppl know and see what they thought.