Today my dick is looking like pre puberty dick. Wtf. This is sick
@edrudd I don’t mean to downplay your symptoms, but if the only ones you have is erections/shrinkage, you have a ton of room for recovery!
I would bet on accutane causing you ED problems. The good thing you dont have any brain fog and mental problems like many finasteride sufferers
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Just injected 20 cmg caverject and guess what? I didn’t work . Lol even penile injections doesn’t work wtf is this
Injected more 10 mg- 30 mg total. Probally won’t work yes I’m done
Do you have hypermobile joints?
No I don’t. Wtf man. Before all the this crap I would laugh if someone told me that they inject shit into their penis to get erect. Now I’m doing this and it doesn’t work on me wtf. It got even worse… when I was using all that crap my ed was better now I’m fucking done. No erections even with 30 mg erections ahahahahhaahshaahahahaahahahahaahaha
At least this crap didn’t took away the taste of food. I’m eating well my last feel days and I’m going to choose my last meal now
The best years of my life was from 2008 to 2014 when I had two really good friend in my building and the other period was 2016-2018 when I had three good friends. But my life only was good until August. I remember… august 2018 I was in a sick room in Copacabana palace and my dick was working i had masturbated 3 times and was going to fuck a hooker but my family came back. That was my last happy weekend.
Joao marcelo and cologni was my final best friends. Joao marcelo tried to help me he’s a really good guy. My life was at its best when I was in palmares from 2016 to mid 2017. My life was really good. I only want to remember the good memories… I wish I hadn’t done all this crap and could live my life with my friends I would start going to parties this year. This year would be the best year of my life. But I can’t do nothing anymore. All I have left it’s memories… I am sure the males my age will undestand this decision the only one who won’t will be the adults who think this is bullshit or whatever. I can’t live like this this is torture. I had greats times with cologni, Joao marcelo and ferros( which no longer talks to me because I am weird). But it’s good he doesn’t talk to me because if he knew the shit I done to myself he would be pissed with me and probally sad for me too.
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Please hang in there man. I’m a totally fucked up and I’m in my late 20s (where you will
be in ten years from now). Even though you think now should be the best time of your life, I think now for me (late 20s) is absolutely amazing. Imagine how much advancement in medicine can happen in 10 years, not to mention natural healing. You may lose some time, but you will have your whole life ahead of you when this is fixed. Me too - even if I lose 10 years, I will still have half my life to live. That’s something you should hang on to. They could find a cure in a year and you can be back partying with your friends. That thought alone makes it worth the wait.
I also want to say that I really love my dad and my mother. I wish the best for the both.
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Hang in there kid, we are all in this hell hole together. If your 6 months out you may heal with more time maybe within a year or 2 just give it a little more time, I hate my life as well for the time being but I’m still going to fight through this no matter how shitty things get.
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Give it time you will improve lad, just keep exercising and eating healthy. Cialis/Viagra help considerably. Don’t waste your life over this.
I wonder if he is still with us. But my cold thoughts about this is young guy rushed too quickly. I am pretty sure he could have recovered if he would give it some time and effort
cara eu sou brasileiro também, estou na mesma situação, se acalme, com o tempo isso vai melhorar!! se precisar de ajuda estou por aqui…
Dont give up brother… As fucked up As this situation is you never know what can happen tommorow. Maybe in a few months you will look back and laugh at all of this.
I have been suffering since 2016 I qas 21… Im 24 now and still have 0 Libido nd genital numbness. I will fight this until the day I drop dead and you should to as you are very young and hve your whole life ahead of you!
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I am very sorry to say that members’ have messaged me asking in regards to the wellbeing of @edrudd. Posts on websites regarding suicide indicate he has attempted to take his own life.
If anyone is in personal touch with him or anyone close to him to him I would ask they reach out.
Thank you to the members reaching out to express support to him in this thread.
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@Jaime I myself felt like dying and was exhausted and had terrible joint pains during the almost 1 entire year I took an AI! During that almost-year I took no T, no clomid, nothing else for my PFS. I now have tendonosis (not the same as tendonitis)–where my tendons in my joints have worn away. AIs may be good for women with super high estrogen-related breast or ovarian cancer, and maybe not–they cause lots of problems----but they are DEF not good for men.
Did he serious passed away?
Yes unfortunately.