Nope no recovery here. Im dating a beautiful woman, have a good job, all the reasons to be happy. But 9 out of 10 days im fucked over w brainfog, no libido, no emotions. I should be loving this time of life but I pretty much go to sleep hoping I won’t wake up.
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At least try this before you decide to end your life, there’s a good chance it’ll be the answer. And if not, what have you got to lose…
I’ll try everything before I die. And settle for the best routine even if it isn’t a cure. I’m just in a dark place. I need to change something but have no idea where to start.
What a fucking Shame that a healthy young Man who took only 9 fucking Pills speak about dying.
Fuck you Merck look what are you doing with us.
Imagine Randys Parents what they say to People why theire son commited Suicide.
“Because our Son took a Hairlosspill”
What the Fucking Shit?
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the fuckıng money grubbers
‘‘be well’’… do you see thıs well people merck? Are you happy wıth your money.
Im just 21, at the begınıng of lıfe.
You did thıs shıt to us then ıgnore us.
Just accept thıs shıt and help us you fuckıng merck.
Thank god my brain fog is better for now. Or ı would kıll mysel otherwıse.
My gırlfrıend want to sex wıth me but ı feel nothıng. Zero. None feelıng. Eat thıs fuckıng numbness penıs you bastards.
And scaredofmınd, you must try to ımprove your braın fog, thıs ıs the most ımportant thıng. Fırst try to elımınate thıs somehow. Eat only green vegs.
i am willing to end the Shit
I’m so sorry you feel that way. Please stick in there, I’m sure the scientific research will lead the way to effective treatments in the future. Please take part in the studies if you can and donate to the PFS Foundation.
Thank you but i lost everything…i can only spend to the Founditaion…but not be in the Studies…i hope i am brave enough soon to do this and end the Mess…The Horror that called POSTFINASTERIDESYNDROM
I would really urge you to hold on as long as you can. I know it seems impossible, I felt the same way for about two years after my crash but eventually the depression aspect does seem to improve significantly for many of us… myself included. Please try to think long term and stay with us… we have more hope now then ever before and who knows what these current studies might reveal.
Try the cannabis oil. Its simple. Buy some and use it. Others have had improvements from it.
I wish i can kill all of them who are involved in this Propecia Mess…
I dont want to live in a World anymore where it is okay for Companys to kill People and destroy their Lives for Profit…
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I know that might sound like a crazy thing to suggest mikey but I also think that by taking out one or two Merck employees connected to finasteride would be brilliant for our cause, or I’ve thought about killing myself outside Mercks head office here in the uk, leaving them with real blood on they’re hands, with a note attached to my dead corpse making reference to Propecia
I will do this if I see no improvements in the next 3 years when I turn 40 in August 2017
I promise I will carry this out if I see no improvement
I will kill myself using carbon monoxide in my car outside Mercks head office in the uk
If you can live another 3 years why not just keep on living and help us see this through.
to live a crippling Life because of a Cosmetic Product…
i had never imagine that this is possible…
I have dreamed last Night of my ExGirlfriend, on her Hand was a little sweet girl she called me Daddy i
was so happy in my Dream…
Then i woke up and start to crying…
Merck has take the Decision from me to be Husband and Father one Day, they even have take the Decision from me to be a normal healthy Human…
They are going very personal with Human its unbelievable…
Whats the Reason to live alone and crippled??
One day when my Life is almost over i will see back and think:" all is gone because i took Propecia"
I cant believe that my Fate is to be only a Number of many Victims because of a greedy, criminal Company…
I was such a good Human all my Life…I have often take care more of others than for me and what is the Reward??
The Reward is that i understand Suicide now…
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before the propecia ı was thınkıng, job, gırls, sex, chıps, coke, drınks, future.
After thıs ım thınkıng pfs, pfs, pfs , pfs and pfs.
And ı swear to god ı lost %50 my vısıon. Everythıngs so dark. And ıts worsenıng. I guess ı wıll be fırst blınd guy because of propecia.
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Thank you my Friend…but my Depressions are because my many Physical Changes and my Future…I see me as a sick old, homeless and lonely Man who has fucked up his entire Life because of Merck and Propecia
Yup… been there… still there when people remind me about it.
My ex left me after trying to help me through it for 16 months. She left me and not even a month later she is fucking her coworker… lo and behold and he leaves her after less then 6 weeks and goes back to his ex… leaving my ex high and dry… and pregnant. He wanted nothing to do with my ex and she ended up getting abortion about two months into the pregnancy. It tore her apart… and it effected me badly when I found out… that should have been “our” child but instead she got knocked up “on the rebound” by a guy who was just looking for some in between action. I did speak to her once afterward and just told her that I hoped she knew that if she had just tried to make us work I would have never ever left her had it been my child. She didn’t have much to say…
That’s far from the end of it, I also lost my career making $103,000 at 29 years old. A job I worked years to get stolen from me two weeks after we broke up and the final and ultimate “fuck you” I got from all this was the people I used to work for (United States government) used her against me to frame me for a crime just so they could “control me”… they threw me in solitary confinement for an entire year on half a million dollar bond on a made up charge just so they could force me on to probabtion. They literally forced me into pleading to a false crime by holding me in jail for an entire year, delaying trial endlessly and keeping my bond super high. United States land of the free huh? More like we are just as bad if not worse than the Russians our government just hides it better.
The reason I say all this is I just want you to know many of us are suffering just as bad if not worse from this. I am still here. I am in emotional pain evrryday from whay I’ve lost and may never get back.but such is life. And things can improve.
But what I find most truly amazing about this whole thing is that I lost my job because of my depression from propecia. But I was almost to the point of actually hurting myself “before” I lost my job and my ex… and all the other stuff. That was when externally everything was still fine in my life… yet as time went on and I healed while out on medical leave I saw a reason to keep fighting and to live… my ex helped me (at the time) I still had hope I might keep my job ay the time and we even talked about having children.
Then everything fell apart completely. But during that time my side effects had leased enough that I could bear it… the internal human will to live is immensely strong finasteride just clouds it and corrupts it very strongly but its still there underneath it all. And even though some of us have chosen to end our lives many have also chosen to live and try to fight to try to make sure that answer is found and that this sort of thing stops happening to innocent people.
Man i am very sorry for you…its heartbreaking to read this.it makes me so angry and sad to read such Stories and what was the Cause for the Start of all this Mess??Yeah fucking Propecia…fuck it man…we dont deserve this Tragedy,nobody here deserves this illness