Hello Sibello, I can maybe confirm this. I have never used any hairloss drugs or anything. I have been lurking here for the past 4 hours and was shocked to read that I am suffering from quite a number of symptoms you guys are suffering from.
I abused proviron (and proviron only) in small amounts (2 pills per week for 6 months, total of ~50 pills) starting Jan 2019. I got this terrible rash around July 2019 and quit it cold turkey at that time. From then until now, I have contracted varicose veins in various parts of my body (legs, hemorrhoids, penis and varicocele) which is caused by the rebound effect of estrogen. I am also struggling from a sleeping issues, shriveled penis, blurred vision, minor pelvic pain on right side, loss of morning erections and libido. I am also suffering from depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation although I believe this might be improving (hard to say as I am having intermittent bouts of good days and bad days).
I have got my blood work done which is as follows (taken 2 weeks ago).
S Testosterone 21.2 nmol/L (9.9 - 27.8 )
SHBG 23 nmol/L (17 - 56 )
S Albumin 43 g/L (36 - 47)
Free Test 555 pmol/L (170 - 670)
S Cort 483 nmol/L (133 - 537)
Prolactin 463 mIU/L (90 - 400)
S Oestradiol 130 pmol/L (< 160)
S DHEAS 7.5 umol/L (2.4 - 11.6)
S FSH 5.5 IU/L (1.5 - 9.7)
S LH 4.4 IU/L (1.8 - 9.2)
As you can see my prolactin and estrogen are very high which I believe are contributing to my unstable mood (depression and anxiety) - but now I know there is something deeper at play here.
I also donât know what my DHT levels are (not that the reading would be accurate and indicative of how I am feeling as you suggest).
Previously, as a person I was very driven, motivated and ambitious (with a very healthy sex drive) but as you can guess, I am now a shadow of that person. I can only hope with time (or any recommendations you might have) I will get back to where I once was.
Just as a side which might be useful for some; cold showers and cold exposure (ice baths) alleviate all my symptoms of depression, anxiety and suicide etc. for a good few hours. Icing my balls also helps too (as the varicocele causes issues too).
My goal right now is to simply wait and reduce my prolactin naturally (with Vitex Chasteberry) and supplement with the standard androgenic vitamins; zinc, vitamin B etc. However, I still have issues with my varicose veins which I am not sure will resolve on their own (all medical evidence points to; no it doesnât).
I might also add I do have some semblance of sexual desire (libido) but it is at 5% of what it was prior and nowhere near as enjoyable. Getting and maintaining an erection is also difficult (whereas previously automatic, spontaneous and regular).
Hope this helps and keen to hear your thoughts (if it might help me or the others).
Really SHIT situation (Slept at 1am, woke up at 4.30am and 6.40am as I type this).