yo guys, this is going to be long, but be patient plz, today im 29 and ive started to take fin in 2012 till 2013 for 1 year. after a few months ive started to have some weird stuff going on like brain fogs, constant cold, libido reduction and reduce in semen volume… i managed to have sex but i felt very sick, after a year ive sopped cold turkey, 2-3 days later i felt like me penis is totaly numb, like a dead piece of meat… i could make it hard at all ,2 year later my low libido and penis numbness were still there, maybe 10% better, that added a ton to my tension level till on morning i woke up with a panic attack! furthermore ive started to have some aches in my right knee and backs… the pains gradually increased till 2 years ago i can in the middle of the night with a 10/10 back pain and rushed to the er!
for 2 years i had sciatica, and could sit on a chair… i took an mri and nothing showed, i became mad, i snapped completely and lost it, i became addicted to drugs and just wanted to die… how can it be that i have such severe pain and nothing shows on the mri
why am i telling you all this?
now for the mind blowing discovery!
a year ago after looking for a solution ive came across with Dr John E Sarno’s M.D word…
the good doctor worte a very successful books and among them was “Healing back pain” a best seller book…
in his book sarno share his experience with dealing with people with chronic pains and how inconsistent are the diagnoses of the westren medicine with the symptons… like me, how is it possible that the mri doesnt show any flaw in my spine and i still have sciatica for 2 years?
in a nut shell Sarno explains a global condition in humans which he calls TMS - tension myositis syndrome he further says that these pains and induces by the brain as a defense mechanism to protect us in order the prevent for bad thoughts like rage and fear escape from the subconscious to the conscious.
furthermore he have learned in his practice that people who are perfectionists, their own worst critics, hard working, trying to please others are more prone to have these pains and symptoms then other people! all of these traits creates rage in the subconcious which in itself really behave like the small child inside us…
ask yourself if you had over the years: allergies, asthma, back pain, knee pain, joint pain, problems with your bowls and intestines, panic attacks, depression, hicups, heart burns, being sick a lot, pain that moves around, tendinitis, vertigo, ulcer, head aches and more…
all of these harmless but painful conditions are intended by the brain in order to protects us so we focus on the body and not on our empotions!
that the mind doest is its using the autonomic nervous system and reduces by a bit the blood flow to a cretin are it wants, this is called ischemia, the pain is real and ironically it can be the most severe pain Sarno saw in medicine
i personally found myself in every page i read on his book… my pain started 1 week after i got fired from my workplace, i also was emotionally abused by my mother all of mylife which sarnos explains causes an enormous amount of rage!
why am i teling you all of these, in my journey for healing ive started to ask, is it possible that the subconscious tension is the reason im unable to heal from pfs?
how is it possible that most heal and some dont, my best friend took propecia for 5 years , he stopped and he have no problems today, when i analyzed him ive realized that he had a beautiful childhood and he never creates inner tension
the tension causes the hypothalamus to be over active and it gets stuck in a fight or flight reaction
today, my backpain is 80% better and my pfs is almost gone, ive followed tension healing practices and still healing…
im 200% believe that the reason that some of us are stuck in pfs is subconscious tension, once you get balance again in life you will see healing
thats why people think that exercise or diet helped them and after a few years they have healed from that… what im sure that whay happen is that the tension factors in their lives were removed and they are not in a state of fight or flight!
i personally urge you guys to read “Healing back pain” and just switch the back pain to pfs…
i also got rid from my 8 years of allergies to dust and dogs… i pet dogs as much as i want know without any symptoms!