2 half years off, want advice

Hi, let me introduce myself, i am 27 years old and living in the Netherlands.

I used Fina for almost a year and i am now 2 half years off. i quit because of the sideeffects ofcourse.
my body crashed the next week i was off.

the only thing i did so far is cycling herbs:

day 1 tongkat ali
day 2 shilajit
day 3 tribulus
day 4 maca
day 5 horny goat weed
day 6 rhodiola rosea
day 7 off

I do weightraining 4 days a week and HIIT sometimes.

1 hour before sleep i take zma (zink magnesium and vitamine b6), for a deeper sleep, better recovery etc.

i did this for al whole year and experienced positive changes, its not much, but it is something.

My side effects are:

testicles and penis shrinkage (not changed)
depressed or most of the time in a grumpy mood. (little improvement)
thinking and talking at the same time is worse, i stutter sometimes. (not changed)
Fat around my belly. (very hard to burn)
Libido from zero to maybe 15%.
morning erections zero, it helps to sleep naked, most of the time i get a 50% or more erection in the morning weekends.
no ejaculation
sensation of penis is little improved
i get only a hard erection if i masturbate.
anxiety is little improved
my headskin and forehead doesn’get greasy anymore. no acne.
my hair is much less then before fina.

I was always an alphamale positive agresive type of man. i just feel like a sissy and don’t feel that confident anymore.
its like fighting to myself everyday.

Now i want to take some serious action to improve myself.
unfortunately there is only one experienced doctor in the Neterlands about hormones that i heard off. it is a Anabolic steroids poli clinic, this doctor has much experience with bodybuilders or men that has problems with hormone balances, analyses blood and gives treatments etc.

First i need to go the my local ‘housedoctor’ to tell my story, next step is to go to the doctor i just wrote about.

Now i want some advice, especially from Justquitdut, because he’s topic conviced me to go the next level of treatment.

i want to go to the doctor prepared with info and advice that i can tell or ask what kind of treatment is the best to start with.

Thanks!

Cheers

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