Saturday, January 3, 2009
Day 8 of pct, I took only nolvadex last night and this morning of i had a poor morning erection (60%) due to poor sleep. Looking back, a few months ago I wasn’t sleeping that well and I had 1-2 instances of nocturnal and morning erections throughout the week. It all improved as I got better sleep through the use of melatonin 300mcg and gaba supplements. I would take it for 1 week on followed by 1 week off because i didn’t want to sensitize my body and reduce dependency to those supplements. Erections became numerous and numerous with each week that went by. I kept a very good sleep schedule and went to bed at 10:30pm and woke up every morning at 7am. I made sure that the tv was off at 9pm bc I didn’t want to stimulate my mind and emotions with sports or something interesting, such as Terminator: Sarah Cronicles, or 24 (this show definitely gets the heart beating). Now, u know what shows i like, but u have to admit the girl that plays terminator in that show is hot (Summer Glau) and i wouldn’t mind banging the mom (Lena Headey) either.
In terms of ball size, there’s no improvement and my balls grow then shrink throughout the day. It is biggest during the mornings and its smallest at night. So measure yourself in the morning to get an accurate reading. It is probably best if you do this in a hot shower b/c your testes will probably hang in the warm environment.
I noticed that there was a decrease in scalp itch and hair loss when taking nolvadex. I’m not advocating that nolvadex is a tool for hair loss prevention, but it is an observation that i notice. Every morning that i wake up, there is an immediate itchy sensation the permeates throughout my scalp. Now, i get a slight isolated itch in the evening and it last a split sec. when i shower, i noticed that there are maybe 5-9 hairs falling out versus 12-15 hairs. Like all of you before propecia, I worry about losing all of my hair and want to keep every strand as long as possible. Many of you, will say who gives a shit about hair and it was the main reason why we are in this mess. Still tho, i still want hair b/c i still want to keep my boyish charm and I don’t have a shapely scalp like Michael Jordan. If I had a nice scalp, then sure, it wouldn’t be that devastating to lose my hair. With the nolvadex, don’t get your hopes up about using it to save hair and I think the hair follicles will fall out sooner or later. I still have hair coverage all over my head, but under a strong light or sunlight, you can definitely see scalp. I’m worried guys!
I’m going to mix a new batch of hcg and here are my instructions(if you find a legit site on mixing instructions then let me know b/c i’m just doing based on what i read on forums):
100 IU, 1cc (1ml) insulin syringes
2500 IU hcg ampule
10 ML Presealed Vial
30 ML bateriostatic water
- First figure out the calculation given the materials you have. I have a 2500IU ampule of hcg and I want to take 300IU of hcg subcutaneously. I want to add 5 ml of bateriostatic water which is an increase from 4 ml that i have been using. The reason I added 1 more mililiter is to allow the mixture to flow more freely throughout my body. There is no scientific evidence for this and it is what i just thought up on my own.
(how much I want to take/size of ampule) x bateriostatic water ml = number of cc to inject
( 300 IU / 2500 IU ) x 5 ml = 0.60 cc
remember 1 ml is equal to 1 cc
- I’ll be taking 0.60 cc of the mixture for a dosage of 300IU into my thigh every other night
Wash your hands
Wipe the hcg ampule vial with a fresh alcohol pad
Wipe the Presealed sterile vile with a fresh alcohol pad (this is what you’ll store the remaining HCG)
Clean the bateriostatic water bottle with a fresh alcohol pad
Using a fresh sterile syringe draw 4 ml of bateriostatic water and place it into the Presealed sterile vile.
step by step breakdown:
a) using your insulin and draw in 100 IU of air then add this air to bateriostatic water to increase the air pressue.
b) once the air is added, then draw 100 IU of the bateriostatic water(if you didn’t add the air from step a) then you’ll have a hard time drawing down the plunger b/c of the negative air pressure)
c) pull out the need and add it to the presealed sterile vile.
d) follow steps a), b), and c) for another 3 times, and this will leave 4 ml of bateriostatic water in the presealed sterile vial.
Break open the glass ampule of hcg along the line.
Using a fresh syringe, draw in 1cc of air and then add to bateriostatic water.
Extract another 1cc (1ml) of bateriostatic water and place it into the ampule of hcg powder. You should see it dissolve instantly!
Extract the mixture and put it into the presealed vial which will leave you with 5 ml of hcg solution.
- you should buy some long needles b/c it can be hard to draw out the mixture from the long ampule vials
Using a fresh needle draw in 0.60cc of air then add to the presealed vial and draw out 0.60 cc of the hcg mixture from the presealed vial. Then I choose an injection site and wipe the area with an alcohol pad and once the alcohol has dried, then i inject myself.
NOTE: everytime you stick the needle into the presealed vial it will dull your needle.
Put the presealed vile of hcg into the fridge
I heard that the hcg should last about 1 week to 30 days, but it will lose potency as time goes on. For me, I’ll mix a new batch weekly.
Today, i’ll be taking hcg, vitamin E and nolvadex.